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Ahh I haven't written anything here in a week...has been too busy and with my missus not working till late I can spend the time with her. I wish she worked these hours every week!

I had such a great evening with my missus yesterday. I took her to my favourite place in all the world. Mmmm it was just the two of us...I held her...I closed my eyes and it felt good. She told me that the place was beautiful...of course she has never been there before...my place to hide from the world. When we got home everyone was asleep...as I had hoped. We sat together...just talking until we decided to go to bed.

When we made love it was heavenly. We didn't want to stop making love. We did it till the early hours of the morning. We havent done that in a while. The feeling is great...being inside her feeling her warmth...touching her sexy tits mmmmm I love them...hearing her moaning...ahhhh it all adds up to the greatest feeling ever. Its not just sex to satisfy my needs...its love.

Since my missus has come into my life she has made me the happiest man on earth. Being loved is so important to me...it keeps me sane. Being alone drives me crazy...I do irrational things and I am as miserable as I can be. If she ever had to leave me I would be distraught. So far we both want it to last forever...that is why we are getting married after all. I hope it stays that way forever too.

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Monday...back to work finally :-) So much better, at least there is something to do to pass the time. This weekend has been great...had time to spend with my missus and everything was good.

Everything has been going good...and I find I am more of a relaxed person nowadays. Have nothing to worry about, no ugly feelings anymore...I feel at ease. Its awesome feeling this way...like everything just fits.

I have my missus...I love her so much...she made all the difference in me. She doesn't bitch to me and make me feel down, no she loves me and makes me feel happy. I have been dreaming of having a woman like her all my life...but finally it happened.

The twins came home for the holidays, it was great having them around...just seeing them was good. I miss them, I wish they could go to a closer college...but that is what they chose...or their mother did anyways but they are happy so that's all that matters doesn't it? Now they call every week sometimes twice...which is much better than when I never heard of them.

I am able to forget what happened in the past, and just look forward. The future looks good...getting married, having my kids with me, seeing my granddaughter growing up...hopefully everything will just work out right...and maybe I will be a daddy again some time in the near future. Well that's what we are planning so we shall see.

It is something between the missus and me...the kids do not know yet. I feel it is a decision that doesn't involve the kids. Is that being selfish? I don't think so right? I mean if we wanted to have a child together that is something we decide between us right not the kids as well? For some reason I keep getting a nagging feeling saying...they are your kids they should have a say in things...or at least let them know before anything. But I still feel that its something concerning my missus and me only.

Well whatever happens...it will turn out right. I know it.

Hubbles is such a happy man :-D

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I got my missus a car! Yup got everything ready today and she can have it tomorrow :-) Sure made her happy...she wasn't expecting it.

I got to spend a whole day with her yesterday...took her to choose her car...took her to dinner and just spent all the time together. I wish everyday was like yesterday. I am happiest when I'm with her...and when its just the two of us...its heavenly.

When we finally went to bed...she treated me like a king. Mmmm that sexy underwear she was wearing...she blew my mind. I was loving every moment of taking it off her...touching her everywhere and kissing her perfect tits. God she's sexy. Loving, sexy, horny...what else does a man want?? That's what I call a perfect woman!

She gave me head...it was so good I moaned out loud when I came. We made love...lots of it too. It was damn good. I want her right now...her wet pussy ahhh I want to be inside her. I have been so horny today all I can think about is making love to my missus. Even thought this morning we had a little quickie while kiddo was still asleep...I wanted more than just a quickie. She called me during her break...hearing her voice sent me to heaven. Even on the phone she sounds sexy..."Hows my sexy Hubbles?"

Soooon I will be with her again...kissing her pationatley and touching those sexy tits. How am I going to wait till we go to bed to make love to her?? Aaaah impossible!

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I have just been talking to Katie again. I so don't want to talk to her anymore but I'm just keeping myself from blocking her...I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore, all she does is insult me and now she has started with finding out what happened when I was a kid and all the things that it got with it. Like I would tell her! She gets on my freaking nerves...she should really get a life.

I am trying to keep myself awake till 12a.m. because I promised my missus that I would pick her up from work...because I don't want to sleep without her in my arms. Tomorrow I will have her with me all day though :-) Hopefully unless she decides to do some over time. She wants to get a car the missus...I might just surprise her and take her to choose a car...I think she will like that. She deserves it after all...she rarely gets anything for herself she just makes sure kiddo has everything he needs. I want to change that for her, I want her to live a bit more comfortably.

Ahhh I am getting tired, the kids are all sleeping and the house is sooooo quiet. I want to go to bed and sleep...but not without my missus. It will be too lonely sleeping by myself. I want to have her in my arms, her head resting on my shoulder...mmm I don't want to sleep any other way. Without her I'm nothing...

Hubba-Lubba-Ding-Dong, going to eat something and wait for the time to pass...

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My missus has to work today :-( even thought its only till 5p.m. I wanted to spend the day with her and the kids, but she has to work :-( I can't wait for the time to pick her up from work. It has been such a great weekend. Yesterday, most of all...was great. I took her out of course, was dressed up for my missus and she loved it. Even told me that I'm the sexiest man on earth.

She is the sexiest woman on earth...she was wearing a sexy dress and everything black, mmmm she has such a perfect body. Her eyes...big brown eyes looking at me, wooh baby she's one hell of a woman. I even forgot what Katie has been doing to me this weekend. After nearly going insane and my missus making me sane again by listening to me...I don't want to talk to her ever again. Evidently she hates me and she just wants to hurt me, where I'm always trying to keep my cool with her not to hurt her with something I say. She is driving me to the edge though.

I know she has been talking to the other bitch Kim, I guess they made friends now and joined forces against me. Jealousy, that is what it is. They are jealous because they know I am happy with my woman.

Whatever they say...I do not care anything about them. All I care about is my missus...we will get married in four months time, and maybe have a child together too...she wants that and I can understand her. Katie doesn't even know what being happy means...she is always sad boohoo, she has nothing to do but make other people's lives miserable...or so she thinks. She makes me laugh.

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Hubba-Lubba-Ding-Dong attempting to have a journal again. The last attempt too...if this fails there will be no journal anymore.

Hubba-Lubba-Ding-Dong? Well my woman she calls me Hubbles...the kids made up Hubba-Lubba-Ding-Dong and they call me that now.

So Hubba-Lubba-Ding-Dong, over and out...